I'm not sure I could recall what happened today.
I know I was with the twins.
I know I had therapy.
I know I want to read the book, "Quiet Room"
That's it.
I am DELIRIOUS.
There is no doubt involved in that statement.
I need serious sleep but
It's not happening.
love, jessieh
2 comments:
Ahh dissociation is the worst. I wrote a poem on my poetry site www.poetrypoem.com/4angel It is called The Absence of Hours is you want to read it. I think that it is one of the hardest parts of all of this. I was raped when I was eleven, and there are huge chunks of my life that are just missing ever since. I don't know how long you have been in therapy. I didn't get any help until last year, so I'm just now learning how to deal with flashbacks and ways to keep myself here and now. That is why I titled my blog Here and Now. A few weeks ago I dissociated for a whole day while at home with all of my kids. That terrifies me to think that I'm not all there while caring for them. Anyway, sorry for rambling on your blog! Hope you get some rest. That always helps me. Take care,
Angel
I like when people ramble, it reveals there true depth. Thanks.
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